Life is such a bugger .I don't know why I do not get anything right .I get things done but few right and completely well .Grr its so getting on my nerves .I had better search myself deep and thorough if not I'll just not get anything done at all .

I'm so pissed with this meritocratic crap .I feel pissed even studying about it .Stress bugs me when I watch shows which shows people mugging too hard .

Rah .Can't wait to tear out all the books and ,well nobody read books anyway .I have no right to release my angsty for the angsty teenager has long pass her time .

Not sure if positivity helps anymore ,look for positivism and get real